O-B-A-M-A, Christmas Day…

Posted in Barak Obama, Poetry with tags , , , on October 28, 2008 by thetruthwalks

Its the O-B to the A-M-A

Everbody put your hands in the air, and wave

Its the O-B to the A-M-A

we haven’t been this proud since MLK took stage

Its the O-B to the A-M-A

If he wins then all black people’s credit get raised

said its the, O-B to the A-M-A

Black people walkin round like its Christmas Day

But wait

I remember when the charismatic Senator spoke

about running in the beginning we all thought it a joke

A black Senator was fine, but a President? Nope

So skeptical that most said he wouldn’t get our vote

So being the smart man that he seems to be

He went and got white folk to take him seriously

And got some rich white folk to put some money behind him

And lo-and-behold, now black people can’t stop talkin bout him

And I’m not sayin we should, I’m proud too, don’t let me fool you

I’m just kinda tired of always needing white folks approval

But its cool, I don’t really care that his grandparents are white

And I kinda like his old pastor, Rev. Jeremiah Wright

I don’t care if he smokes or if his wife is a bit uptight

I don’t care if Hilary dreams of cutting his head off every night

What I care about

Is even if he wins this political fight

How many inner city kids will die inauguration night?

How many crackheads will overdose against an alley wall

Take their last breath and die

during the inaugural ball?

See, we’ve come to expect that this man

can turn water to wine

like if Obama wins, then thats the end of black on black crime

but if you touch the hem of his garment

your sickness will still abound

so why do we expect one man to do

what we should all be doing right now?

“I’m sorry, but

Barak can’t help that single mother and her kids right now

he’s off convincing swing voters they need to keep him around

meanwhile her kids are starving, she’s sick and her rent is due

and the only person who can really help her

is you.”

Put the burden of saving black people in Barak Obama’s lap

And you’ll be just as mad in four years as when baby Bush came back

But if this election sparks something that gets you out of your seat

And takes YOU to that single mother and help her get something to eat

If it sparks a flame that has you help an addict to put their needle down

or minister to those boys in the hood before they gun each other down

If a black man as President helps you be a better you

then maybe his election will really be the black dream come true

but until then

its the O-B to the A-M-A

everybody put your hands in the air and wave

its the O-B to the A-M-A

we haven’t been this proud since MLK took stage

its the O-B to the A-M-A

if he wins then all black people credit gets raised

its the O-B to the A-M-A

black people walkin round like its Christmas Day.

-R. Kayeen Thomas

Antebellum Book Cover

Posted in Uncategorized on February 23, 2012 by thetruthwalks

Antebellum Book Cover

EVERYONE – This is the cover to my new book, Antebellum. It comes out nationwide in June.

THE DELUSION OF A NEW GENERATION: A Response To Ellis Cose’s “The End Of Anger: A New Generation’s Take On Race And Rage”

Posted in Uncategorized on June 12, 2011 by thetruthwalks

A few weeks ago, I sat in my class as my 11th graders poured in from the outside heat. I’d been anticipating their arrival.  Being the 27 year old teacher that I am, I’d long since found that I had the ability to relate much of the academic material we had to cover with the hip-hop culture that permeated both of our lives, and the result had been a very insightful and productive year of discussion and learning.  My school is a small, private institution located inMaryland, and I’d estimate that 98% of our students are African-American and solidly middle class, if not higher.

As the year was drawing to a close, I’d decided to take the last three weeks of school and branch out from the set English curriculum.  My college days were still fresh in my mind, and I’d longed to introduce them to some of the African-American studies texts that I had to dissect for my major.  I decided to turn the final weeks of English class into discussion-based seminar centered around some of these works, and to the delight of my students, base their fourth quarter grades solely on their ability to intelligently comment on and critique the readings.

            This decision, I would soon discover, would teach me much more than it would enlighten them.

            It became apparent after the first week or so, that I’d grossly overestimated the connection that my students had with the social and civil rights issues not only of the 60’s, but of today as well.  I found myself increasingly surprised at how nonchalant the majority of their attitudes were concerning issues of race.  During the height of one particular discussion, I posed the question to the class: “What would you do if you walked up to the doors of your favorite restaurant, only to find a sign in the window that read ‘Whites Only’?”  Only one of my students, a young man, replied that he’d be enraged.  Another one of my students replied innocently that she would simply go and find her parents, as if they held a qualification to deal with racial situations that she did not, and one of my highest performing students, after shooting her hand up excitedly, stated matter-of-factly that she would just go and find another restaurant.

            Herein lies my problem with Mr. Cose’s book.  I do not disagree with his thesis – in fact, I agree wholeheartedly.  Black rage is dying off.  In this new Obama-era, a black person who puts up the black power fist in a crowded room is much more likely to get eyes rolled at him by fellow African-Americans than to be supported and cheered on.  Though most black people still believe that racism exists, an increasing majority believe that it has little to no effect on them, their lives, and their ability to achieve. 

            I agree with Mr. Cose’s premise.  I disagree, however, with his enthusiasm.

            In this new, supposedly “post-racial” Obama-era, I find myself asking: what happens if there is no more rage to fight the racism?  If black anger was the caffeine that energized the civil rights movement up enough to defeat Jim Crow, what will energize us enough to take on the remaining social ills within American society?  Or worse yet: where will we find the stamina to take on the remnants of that past era that seem to be emerging within a new right-wing conservative sect today?

            In a nutshell, is black rage dying off prematurely?

            Cose points to the election of Barak Obama, the nation’s first African-American President, as a major catalyst for this paradigm shift in the black community.  Black jubilation permeated the air as Obama gave his inauguration speech.  People of all races had no choice but to breathe it in amidst the teary eyes and high heads of black folks.  But why wasn’t that jubilation able to channel itself into rage, or at least moderate anger, when the insults started? We as a community cannot bask in the glow of his election without sharing in the outrage and humiliation he’s had to undergo since.  Where was black rage when the birthers were trying to claim, despite repeated presentation of factual proof, that President Obama was not born inAmerica?  Where was black rage when Tea Party members were sporting signs with President Obama dressed as a pimp and transposed on a monkey?  Where was black rage when Bill O’Reilly sat down with the President before the Super Bowl and spoke to him like he was a little child?  Have we become fair-weather friends of our President? Why were we, as African-Americans, able to support him so fervently on the front end, and yet leave him without even a cry of outrage on his behalf now that the attacks have come full force?

            I’m afraid that this is what happens when black rage dies – black people lose the ability to speak out against injustices concerning our own people.  We can carry on long, healthy discussions about classism and economic injustice, but we turn up our noses and refuse to talk about issues of race.  It’s taboo now, after all, and it’s beneath us.

            In his book, Cose breaks the generations of black people to which he refers into three major categories.  Generation one, those who were born prior to 1945, he labels “The Fighters”.  Generation two, those born between 1945 and 1969, he labels “The Dreamers”, and those born between 1970 and 1995 make up generation 3, who he labels “The Believers”.  There is a brief reference at the end of chapter 4 to a fourth generation (I assume this refers to those born between 1995 and the present), whom Cose optimistically labels “The Reapers”.  The perspectives of these generations differ drastically when it comes to race.  The Fighters are still acutely aware of race and the role it plays in their day to day lives, whereas The Believers acknowledge race, but believe that it has little to no impact on their lives or their ability to achieve.  Furthermore, it is implied that The Reapers will barely have any concept of race at all, and will exist in a world where color will just about be a mute issue. 

            If we stick to the confines of Cose’s generational borders, then my 11th graders are right on the cusp between The Believers and The Reapers.  Just as importantly, I hypothesize that their parents (most of whom look middle aged), fall on the cusp between The Dreamers and The Believers.  One can note the steady decline of “black rage” based on the years that each group found themselves growing up, culminating with my 11th graders, who for all intents and purposes, have no rage at all.  They are aware that they are black, but most are woefully unaware of how this translates into our new “post-racial” society.  They don’t think about it, and they don’t feel like they need to think about it.  Frankly, it’s not important to them.

               Except – how can this be a post-racial society when an organization like the Tea Party can refuse to denounce the blatantly racist comments that have sprung from some its members, and yet continue to grow, thrive, and most unsettling of all, gain power?  I recognize that it’s becoming jaded to bring up the Tea Party whenever one discusses racism in present-dayAmerica, but the fact of the matter is that the Tea Party represents a much larger constituency within this country.  They have taken the private discourse of many conservative whites, run it through a politically correct filter, and presented it as a public opinion.  And with black rage (which could have proved to be a formidable foe against their rise) being all but extinct, they’ve now grown to the point where they can threaten to shut down the entire government, putting the income of millions of people in jeopardy.  They aren’t interested in compromise.  They aren’t interested in bipartisanship.  Their goal, which they’ve made abundantly clear, is to take this country back.

            Which brings me to my million-dollar question: who will stop them?  If we stop deluding ourselves long enough to realize that this political machine is not just some fly-by-night operation that will be here today and gone tomorrow, then we must concede that it will take a concentrated effort on behalf of minorities and liberals to stop them from taking this country in the direction that they plan to.  It will take the kind of effort that black rage produces.  Without that kind of fuel, I fear the Tea Party locomotive will have no force strong enough to prevent it from reaching its destination. 

            And by then, all the black rage in the world won’t do us any good.

            I read Mr. Cose’s book, and think about my 11th graders, with a healthy amount of trepidation.  Yes, significant racial progress has been made in this country, and yes, the election of President Barak Obama represents a turning point in American history and a great leap in the progressiveness of this country.  We would be wise, however, to not get so comfortable in our complacency that we ignore the impending battles ahead.  I close my eyes and picture a horror movie in which Mr. Cose’s third and fourth generations, “The Believers” and “The Reapers” find themselves reverted back to “The Fighters”, but lack the basic training necessary to be effective.  Our job is not to ignore the past, nor to pretend as if it never existed.  It is, instead, to teach our children, our emerging generations, about the hardships of the past, so that they can prevent history from repeating itself.  Black rage does not need to die in the Obama era.  It needs to be tailored to fit the era in which we live.

            In a time where white rage has fueled a political movement, letting black rage fade away into nothingness must have dire consequences.

            And I, for one, am not willing to find out what they are.

GIL SCOTT-HERON – TELLIN’ IT UNTELEVISED…

Posted in Uncategorized on June 2, 2011 by thetruthwalks

GIL SCOTT HERON: TELLIN’ IT UNTELEVISED…

-By: Kayeen

 

You won’t get this kind of news sitting on your living room comfy couch.  You won’t get it by channel surfing through your premium package, 842 station cable plan with pay-per-view and music channels for when all of your sitcoms start to seem like the same situation with less and less comedy attached.  You won’t find this man’s leaving the Earth commemorated into a feature film encapsulating the last rehearsals for a show that he would never get to perform in because Gil Scott-Heron’s death was not televised.

 

It was not televised.  It was not made into a Soledad O’Brien special on CNN.  We will never see Bill Maher interviewing Scott-Heron and lambasting him about how ridiculous his belief system is.  Bill O’Reilly will not pay homage to him in an hour-long special on Fox News with Common and Assata Shakur as guest speakers while Jon Stewart weeps tears of joy by the teleprompter because Gill Scott-Heron’s death was not televised.

 

Gil Scott-Heron would have never been “Gil the Plumber”.  No presidential campaign would have ever been built around his ability to masterfully link poetic voice and political savvy.  No endearing references to Home Is Where The Hatred Is will ever be made during a Democratic or Republican acceptance speech for their parties’ nomination for President of the United States, nor will the Tea Party ever try to shut down the government in an attempt to pass a resolution declaring May 27 as Whitey On The Moon day, because Gil Scott-Heron’s death was not televised.

 

McDonalds will not make Scott-Heron into an animated character and plaster him all over their happy meal boxes.  A plastic likeness of him will not be found in the kid’s meals of fast food chains with a Made in Korea branding on the back.  Children’s cereals with dramatic sugar content won’t have Scott-Heron’s image proclaiming harsh truths into microphones made from their whole grain loops or flakes because his death was not televised.

 

The news of Gil Scott-Heron’s death was not brought to you by Verizon, Sprint, or AT&T.  There will be no pleasant, unassuming guy taking a walking tour around the USA with a cell phone to his ear, quoting lines from Message To The Messengers and asking random people “Can you hear me now?”.  You can’t plug his birthday and date of death into a smartphone and have it run an algorithm that gives you a precise percentage amount representing the amount of people that Scott-Heron affected in the black community and in American culture as a whole.  There will never be a public service announcement app reminding people who bathe with their PDAs that men and women who are addicted to crack have no use for a Crackberry because Gil Scott-Heron’s death was not televised.

 

His death will not help you shave off those fifteen pounds to fit into your swimsuit for the summer.  It will not make your lips full and luscious, or prop up your breasts and give them the perkiness you’ve always wanted.  It won’t give you those oh-so-popular incarceration-styled jeans with no belt loops and handles on the side for the repeated up-tug to keep them from around your ankles.  It will not cut your hair into a Mohawk or lock your hair into dreads so that you can pretend to be the people on the television screen who got their style from you in the first place, because his death was not televised.

 

Lil’ Wayne and Jay-Z won’t come together to make a tribute album featuring The Last Poets and Saul Williams.  There will be no chart-topping song on the Billboard list and matching YouTube videos where large groups of urban youth are learning the new dance to the hit “Teach Me How To Gil Scott-Heron”.  Kanye West fans will likely never know that it was Scott-Heron’s voice that put the exclamation point on the end of his last album, and even now, no one can answer the question of who will survive in America.  Chris Brown won’t die his hair red, black, and green and appear at his next television interview in a dashiki with an afro pick in his back pocket because Scott-Heron’s death was not televised.

 

Scott-Heron’s death will not be reported on after an expose about how Hurricane Katrina was a punishment from God for poor black people, but the hurricanes, tornadoes, and earthquakes that are striking now are simply just random acts of nature.  You would likely see his crack addiction highlighted more than his lyrical genius, his HIV infection highlighted more than his social advocacy, and his years in jail highlighted above his years of performances.  But that’s if his death were televised.  There would be no reference to The Vulture, the novel he completed and published at the age of 19, or the other works of literature he completed throughout his life, because fans won’t allow for them to be sensationalized and have his life story turned into a made-for-tv special shown to inner-city public school students as a warning against staying in the ghetto.

We know we lost an icon.

We know we lost a genius.

We know we lost a poet.

We know we lost a musician.

We know we lost a singer.

We know we lost a satirist.

We know we lost a commentator.

We know we lost a comedian.

We know we lost an analyst.

We know we lost a voice.

 

No matter how many times we hear him on our Ipods or Mp3 players, CD’s or cassette tapes, or even records, we still lost a voice.  A voice that echoed all the way up from the post civil-rights era of the 70’s to the Obama era of today.  And though his death may not have been televised…

…his life was all the way live.

 

 

Arizona shooting – sad but predictable

Posted in Uncategorized on January 10, 2011 by thetruthwalks

Malcolm X once compared the death of John F. Kennedy to the idea of “chickens coming home to roost”. He believed that white america had perpetuated so much violence against blacks that the death of a white american President by another Caucasian american was just par for the course. It was the backache of the overseer after whipping the slave. It was a side effect of hate. President Kennedy, in essence, paid the price for the violence and racism of white america in 1963.

We live in a different time period now, and though the hatred and violence has dressed itself into more politically correct packaging, it seems history has repeated itself once again. U.S Rep. Gabrielle Giffords, as well as the other victims in Arizona, have unfortunately paid the price for all of the hatred and, to use the key word that politicians are using, “vitriol” that has blanketed American politics in the recent months.

And most, if not all of this “vitriol” can be attributed back to the Tea Party.

Let’s be honest – if you separate yourself briefly from the sadness that you feel about this situation (which, admittedly, is the state I had to force on myself in order to write this), one can actually kick themselves for not heeding the warning signs. We watched as a 23 year old liberal activist in Kentucky got thrown to the ground and stomped on at Rand Paul rally. In Arizona, where this tragedy actually took place, Tea Party protesters at liberal rallies, including at presidential town-hall meetings, took to showing up outside the venues brandishing guns. Guifford’s campaign chairman, when interviewed by CNN after the shooting, recalled how scary the campaign season became after Tea Party protesters began holding rallies outside of her office that were designed to intimidate her and her staff.

In the months leading up to the midterm elections, we saw a group transform from a political party to a band of thugs. They used intimidation, threats and insults to advance themselves in the race, and bullied their way onto the political scene. However, I don’t think they were aware that one main criticism that many attribute to hip-hop music can also be applied to their tactics – just because your song is over doesn’t mean the lyrics disappear. They keep resonating. And just because the midterms are over and you all got a few people in office doesn’t mean that your hateful and violent speech disappears either. It continues to resonate in people whom you’ve corrupted. Your adds are off of the televisions and the radio stations, and no one is being arrested at town hall meetings anymore. But your words are still alive and well, and they’re feeding people like Jared Lee Loughner.

Yes, Loughner may have been mentally unstable and violent to boot, but I’m sure that living in Arizona in the time and place in which he was had something to do with it. Seeing his fellow citizens bring guns to the political events that they didn’t approve of, and hearing a brand new party come out of nowhere and equate gun-toting, refusal to compromise, and being anti-Obama with being American must have influenced his actions – he went into the most all-american of businesses, a grocery store, toting a gun, found a congresswoman who supported the Obama health care bill, and shot her in the head.

In the end, everyone will come to their own decisions about who to blame for this travesty. However, everyone has two fingers with which to point. The first one will point to Loughner, as it should.

I suggest we all think long and hard about where to point the second.

(Public Service Announcement) Dear Ginuwine…

Posted in Uncategorized on January 5, 2011 by thetruthwalks

Dear Ginuwine -

First, let me tell you that I’m a fan of your work. You provided many bump-and-grind songs that I appreciated back in high school, and for that I thank you. I realize that stardom is fleeting, and that the youth of today don’t know about your past hits like “Pony” and “So Anxious”. I understand the need to make yourself relevant within the realm of current pop culture, and I really do hope that you find a way to bring yourself back into the mainstream and into the hearts of teeny-boppers again.

But trust me, please trust me, when I tell you that Adult Chocolate Milk is not the way to do it.

I am, of course, talking about your upcoming ad campaign, in which you are the new spokesperson for Adult Chocolate Milk – a new beverage out in which someone had the bright idea to combine chocolate milk…and alcohol…

According to OC Weekly Blogs, the bright idea was hatched by a mom in Newport Beach. After watching hours of Yo Gabba Gabba and finally putting her kids to bed, she decided she was tired of all the grown-up, yucky drinks that were for mommies and daddies. With a mischievous face, she crept into her own cabinet, grabbed her vodka, and poured it into her leftover glass of chocolate milk.

Yo Gabba Gabba had never been more fun.

Seriously, Ginuwine, there are just too many things wrong with this product. I know Diddy has Ciroc and Ludacris has Conjure – but none of them have a costume to go along with their endorsements. They’ve dressed you in a all-white milkman outfit. I know you were a stripper in a past life, but we’ve got to draw the line somewhere.

And then, one must take sheer creativity into account. Ciroc and Conjure are both creative names for an alcoholic beverage – right up there with Hypnotic and Cognac. Even Jack Daniels has the allure of a namesake behind it. But Adult Chocolate Milk? Really?

I have to be honest with you, man. From black man to black man, I feel obligated to give you the harsh reality. As a father of a two year old daughter, the product that you’re endorsing sounds like a pedophile drink of choice. It sounds like a beverage that’s tailor made to make little kids groggy enough to be fondled. So you’ll excuse me if I don’t want the unassuming milkman with the big smile and the carton full of booze anywhere near my baby girl…

Its time to be honest with ourselves, G. This product is the end result of a series of unfortunate events. They needed a person with any degree of notoriety to push this product, and you needed a shortcut back into the mainstream. On the surface, I’m sure it sounded like a sweet deal. But now its time to reconsider.

Look man, we all make mistakes. We all fall down, but we get back up again. So I’m begging you, as a fan and just a person with a reasonable amount of common sense, please take off the milkman get-up and drop this endorsement deal. You and your wife do too many positive things, and if this thing goes south, it’ll take you with it. Get out from under it while you can.

Sincerely,

Kayeen

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Christian schizophrenia – Nat vs. Kayeen

Posted in Uncategorized on January 4, 2011 by thetruthwalks

I recently starting experimenting with hip-hop music. Feel free to compliment me on how unique I am.
During my experimentations, I found that when writing my songs, I was experiencing a sort of split-personality. There was a part of me that I found I had supressed, and it found the artistic venue of music as the perfect medium through which to show itself as still being alive and well.
Don’t get me wrong – I had received sporadic hints that this part of me was still existent – a curse word escaping while watching footage of a tea party rally, a urge to swing a punch at an especially disrespectful boyfriend in the 7-11, and a need to show my high schoolers “The Spook Who Sat By The Door – the movie” and then discuss the idea of revolution, are all instances that come to mind. These episodes were so few and far between, however, that it was easy enough to ignore them. I mean, I’m trying to be a “good Christian” now. As a matter of fact, I’ve accepted a call to the ministry. I’m a MINISTER, for goodness’ sakes! God forbid there be personality traits from my past that haven’t been exorcised…
But alas, when attempting to put creative lyrics to a rhythmic baseline, I found I could run from it no longer. I am a Christian schizophrenic. In order to prevent myself from going insane, I decided I had to do everything I could to find a balance between these two parts of myself. The first step to doing that was to give credence to both sides of me. The scripture-spouting, hand-laying, pray-on-a-dime side of me maintained the name Kayeen. The other side of me I named Nat Calling.
So who is Nat Calling? Is he just a convenient excuse for me to act a fool and blame it on some fake mental illness? Or is he a valid reason to take Kayeen and escort him to the house with the padded walls? I believe he is neither. Nat, or more specifically, the suppression of Nat, is the direct result of me realizing that the person I was allowed, and even encouraged to be in college could not survive in the real world.
In college, Kayeen was a self-proclaimed revolutionary and champion of black people everywhere. To this day, reminiscing on some of the things I did still gives me a rush. I was completely self-righteous, and would fight on a dime (many times physically) if I felt someone was being oppressed in any way. I would tell anyone who asked me that I did not like white people. I was “spiritual, but not religious” and believed in God without any specifics, parameters, lines drawn in the sand, or denominational red tape. I was chaotic, but redemptive. I was misguided, but influential. In a word, I was a force. And my predominately white, liberal college welcomed me, because I enhanced the educational environment.
The only problem was, after four years, I had to leave. And upon leaving, I
found out many things the hard way. First, the school doesn’t care about how
many events for black students you’ve done during your matriculation. If you don’t have enough credits, you won’t graduate. Second, no one wants to hear about the
revolution in a job interview. Third, police don’t care about why you’re fighting when they arrest you. Fourth, you can easily be in a situation where you feel oppression coming from everywhere, but look around and there be no white people in sight. And last, nine times out of ten, if you admit any doubt, confusion, or hesitancy about the specifics of Christianity to a Christian, you will receive (in this order) a pitying stare and head shake, followed by either these exact words or some variation of the phrase “I will pray for your soul.”
So, I found myself faced with both the most difficult and the easiest decision
of my life. Maintain who I was in college and starve, or change myself and eat?
And from then on, I went about the unfortunate but necessary business of
conforming. I said all the right things in my interviews. I swallowed my
self-righteous disdain for white people. I went along to get along on my job. I quit asking questions about Christianity, and instead adopted the “His ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts” mindset. I buried Nat (the old Kayeen) deep enough so that he wouldn’t cause anymore problems.
And then, wouldn’t you know it, God decides to speak to me one day in the
bedroom and tell me that its about time I accepted the ministry call that I’d been trying to ignore for as long as I could remember. I couldn’t figure why He’d called me just then, but I figured I’d disappointed him enough in my life, and I jumped at the chance to make good. So, I became Minister Kayeen. And if the old Kayeen got supressed before, then he got pushed deep down into the caverns of my subconscious after I preached my initial sermon. To stand in front of a group of people and proclaim that you are “delivering God’s Word” requires you to first (knowingly or unknowingly) imbibe a drug that is 2 parts cockiness and 0-3 parts piety (dosages of piety to be chosen at the minister’s discretion). Minster Kayeen was on the highway to heaven, the train bound for glory, and had Jesus on the mainline. There was no room for Nat in my new life.
Well, that is, until Nat got tired of being caged and began making room for himself. It turns out the hip-hop music was just the beginning. He wants out. Permanently. And because I find that I admire (and even envy) so many things about Nat, I am less inclined to stuff him back into the subconscious from whence he came.
It is here, dear readers, that I find myself. Say what you will about hip-hop, but the art form itself has forced me re-adjust the lens through which I see my existence. Maybe the same thing would have happened had I picked up pottery making…who knows? The important thing is that it has happened, and I am forced to come to the following conclusions: 1) Nat cannot survive in this world without Kayeen 2) Kayeen without Nat is fictional. He lasts until the aforementioned drug wears off, and then walks around wondering why it feels like he’s only using half of his brain.
I once thought that my call to the ministry was a call to be like all the other ministers I knew. Now, as I write these words, I’m convinced that it is the opposite. And, as God don’t make no mistakes, I’m convinced that Nat is still here for a reason. When I finally find a balance between me and me – I guess that’s when I’ll find out who I really am.
I have a feeling God’s waiting for me to figure it out, too.

pieces of a man

Posted in Poetry, Uncategorized with tags , on October 28, 2008 by thetruthwalks

I saw pieces of a man

on the churchhouse steps

he begged me to reattach him

so he could finally rest

I got on my knees

and prayed my hardest and best

got up and told him God said

to do it himself

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